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V29 :may our hearts, burn on

YOUR SALVATION HAS ARRIVED.

first of all since this post is just for you KRISTIN YOU BETTER DO YOUR APPS FAST LA IM ONLY UP TO PEI YOU OKAY.
and get interrogated by phang and renjie and amuse jethro.

so.. what can i say. uh its been one hell of a year but you dont really care about that do you. and since its 1.31 am and im delirious now im just gonna do what i used to do.

talk lian.
i think this is why davins my bffae.

okay moving on. phang says i blog like an MGS girl? i have no idea what that means. and i just figured that most people who read this wont know whos phang ive never introed phang. uh phangs this really hot guy thats really nice to me and i hope he remembers me when hes cute rich and famous.

and oh yes renjies another super hot guy with a waistline of 22 thats just frickin amazing. hes going to be my running buddy after As. and our runs will involve me running to his house then running back to cold storage jelita and then renjie pigging out. which of course will be totally fine because he has such a svelte figure.

i know right. and sorry phang but your J just told me hes going to bathe i didnt wanna hurt your feelings so i write here instead.

OMG I THINK ITS RAINING. yes it is. i hate the rain. or actually i dont mind it but its scarily sad now. NO IM NOT EMO. i suppose i actually like watching the rain except that i cant see anything right now and oh my why is there a living room brightly lit up in the opposite condo. pornfreaks i bet.

um. so the lazy people usually put songs in their posts as i noticed i had for the past i dont know how many posts to take up space. but then again now i havent really been listening to songs so i guess thats just too bad.

AIYAH THIS IS TERRIBLE LA I CANT BLOG ANYMORE THERES NOT ENOUGH TIME TO GO THROUGH EVERYTHING IN MY INTERESTING LIFE. MESSAGE ME.


by the way cheryl i know you miss me and i know you still read this and since you dont have a boyfriend YET msg me after As i end on 24november.

my printers black toner cartridge ran out of ink zomgz. so now my icyl documents are like multicoloured. yellow blue red. haha lol coolness.

AND I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I HAVE ALMOST FINISHED OPEN HOUSE AFTER ACTION REVIEW. (save for 5 paragraphs on sponsorship) almost one week after aar. whoops. but ohwell shall send to jolene tmr night after one more read-through.

i dont like my hols theyre not hols at all UGH.
cleared more stuff again today. ill have a clear desk by the end of the hols just in time for school HAHA (: then itll get all cluttered again OHWELL (:

blogging makes me feel sec3ish again WHOOPS haha idk.




WENT TO RJ ON SATURDAY 15NOV. haha it was pretty awesome. but omg panel meeting before that was just sick. longest ever so far and ZHANGQUAN WASNT THERE ughhhh. thanks ah pangseh me.

met cherylteo yingching yanhan jane jonlim samuelkoh tomyet yityng chelsia jacho (WHO ILL BE SEEING FOR THE WHOLE WEEK haha) zhixian dawn and randomcouncillors.
its crazy and their o/oteam looks really awesome. and they have super brilliant ideas that i can only hope to be part of. haha okay that sounds traitorish so nvm.

i guess ill be as busy as they are now in december. haha talked to yanhan for the longest time ever. haha dont think ive ever spoken to her for such a long time. cteos the same as ever. haha yingching still loves me so yay. and jane showed me the tricky places and the cool lt toilet LOL.
haha i miss the rg/rj feeling. maybe a little, maybe a lot.


OKAY I DONT KNOW WHY IM STILL UP got 13 new faces to bond with over the next week and over 100 new faces to meet. i like meeting new people (:

im probably never going to finish homework, or SNEC stuff, or HACAS stuff. ohwell.
at least im having fun.



JAPAN PEOPLE ARE COMING BACK TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
AND THEN VIETNAM PEOPLE THE NEXT DAY (:

and i realized i have a hell lot of people on my contact list that i dont even talk to usually. like i was just scrolling through the list and trying to see who i could talk to and i was like omgcrap.



伟良 been to a million places and none. says:
there're many ppl out there whose lives begin, change and end without us. be thankful you played a part in someone's past, then look forward to being part of someone else's future :)

OH YEAH SURE.
rainbows sunshines and butterflies.

idk. idc. idk. idc. idk. idc. idk. idc. idk. idc. idk. idc. idk. idc. idk. idc. idk.
i still feel like crap.


-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

time of your life -- green day

I LOVE THIS SONG.

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life?
What's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is
yellowcard -- empty apartment

its not my fault. yellowcard keeps appearing in itunes on shuffle these days.

omg havent been here since forever. but i supposed thats good thing haha everyone probably thinks this is dead or something. (: hahaha this is crazy i should be sleeping what with the falling sick and eyes and bruises and running and work and meetings. im not sure i like these times. when everyone else is gone or away or busy for some reason or another and i get to really sit down and think by mysef. then itunes shuffles to a song and i fall into memories im not sure i should fall back into.


anw been thinking alot about the past year these few days. would it be different in rj haha.
met jacky and quek at icyl facils briefing. then quek asked me the killer question.
do you regret not going to rj?

its scary that my answer is i dont know.





and you. i miss the non-bigshot-non-busy you. but i'm really happy that despite what we are now i can still tell you when i'm feeling down and.. you make it a little bit better.




Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you ,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you, and things we used to do
yellowcard -- one year six months

and itll be two years now right.

I was young but I wasn't naiveI watched helpless as you turned around to leaveAnd still I have the pain I have to carryA past so deep that even you could not bury if you triedAfter all this timeI never thought we'd be hereNever thought we'd be hereWhen my love for you was blindBut I couldn't make you see itCouldn't make you see itThat I loved you more than you'll ever knowA part of me died when I let you goI would fall asleepOnly in hopes of dreamingThat everything would be like is was beforeBut nights like this it seems are slowly fleetingThey disappear as reality is crashing to the floorAfter all this timeI never thought we'd be hereNever thought we'd be hereWhen my love for you was blindBut I couldn't make you see itCouldn't make you see itThat I loved you more than you'll ever knowA part of me died when I let you goAfter all this timeWould you ever wanna leave itMaybe you could not believe itThat my love for you was blindBut I couldn't make you see itCouldn't make you see itThat I loved you more than you will ever knowA part of me died when I let you goAnd I loved you more than you'll ever knowA part of me dies when I let you go

i just found it in my com LOL anw.

im tired haha.



when the facil's screwed up, matts the best.

can i just say? and i'm being honest. omg matthew han's identity is stolen. said:
you stay strong too okay sista?
weiling said:
yea
can i just say? and i'm being honest. omg matthew han's identity is stolen. said:
:D take care.
weiling said:
we'll catch up someday la
can i just say? and i'm being honest. omg matthew han's identity is stolen. said:
loves.
weiling said:
when you free-er
can i just say? and i'm being honest. omg matthew han's identity is stolen. said:
no lah.
can i just say? and i'm being honest. omg matthew han's identity is stolen. said:
just give me a date.
can i just say? and i'm being honest. omg matthew han's identity is stolen. said:
i cancel everything.

matt's awesome (:



haha too much stuff going on im too lazy to update alr. aiyah text me if you wanna know about my life la sian.

anw TJC invest today. then met nicolas i was like OHMYFREAKINGGAWD and bobby then turns out they kena have to sit in audience too hahhaa. anw then after that at reception there was this girl who came up to me and asked if i was weiling from hwachong and i was like ERRRRRRRR (oh that reminds me im supposed to add her online. aiyah soon)

turns out i welcomed her to our invest. hah cool eh.
my moms says. its either weilings damn easy to remember, youre damn pretty, or youre damn ugly.
holy.

ohwell haha. then after that rushed back to sch for partners dinner ushering. haha had fun la (:

SIAN I WANT TO GO KAP SOON. i havent gone to kap in ages.
and i finished reading history notes YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
haha ask me and ill teach you the secret to reading 30 pages of notes (in prep for a lesson) within 1hour. HAHAHAHAHAHA

haha gm till 8 today. then talked till 9. then had to bring icebox home lol.

ohhh. bjorn kena sat on and pinched and _ed by davin. i felt so sad for him. hais. poor bjorn. then daxian and bjorn sing better than even davin. erps. and davin and chingto meng3 rename songs in bjorns phone. so he had stuff like. i believe i can fly changed to i believe i can f-. and aiyah you get it. and davin's vocab's limited. lol.

anw then principal's address. haha mr ang's quite cute actually.

how if you get attached then you'll spend two years with ONLY ONE FRIEND in the end. HAHA hilaarious stuff. and like uh.

after your ccas go home dont sit at coffee shops and eat if not will sit out till 11pm!!!!! hahaha LOL.

and the most brilliant one.

having a relationship's like taking 5Alevel subjects then. the amount of time and effort you spend is the same as for studying for your Alevels. haha.

LOL DAVIN GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR 5TH A LEVEL. HAHA. AND JUNHONG AND DOMINIC the three loverboys.

omg. they are so cute. seriously.

even my sis agrees haha.

and i feel so sad for the guy. ): hais. guys. haha.

and my wasted heart will love you

haha was having some problems with blogger and the whole scheduled posting thing but nvm.

oh haha xiaopin.
it was crazyshite.

fever since friday night. temp 37.4

satmorn: 38.4
then saturday morning went to ulu pandan and slept. then met up with the people then stood at back and slept. xizi's friend was highly annoying. hold the mike and yak yak yak then must wait for the WHOLE THEATRE to be quiet before hed say all the instructions and nonsense. haha whoops just like the fridayb****

then slept somemore. then kaisheng. and we totally pwned the people next to us. zhenghang couldnt stop smiling. lol what an idiottegoshite. haha. but i bet he was totally proud of us. and xizi was super revved up. hahaha. must be all the juniors around.

oh yeah haha RV performance. the bimbos kicked down the UV lights that cedar put on stage. lol. GG.

anw then uhh slept somemore. saw stuff i probably shouldntve seen while ru-ing xi. then went on stage alr. and i tell you high fever and must act possessed is totally GG. i think i just floated through the whole 15min. cant really rmb shite. just rmb laughing like hell backstage cause xizi was super frantic after she got scared by twin. and how moxiang act smart start singing. hahaha.

ohwell. we got best team (: haha yay i think we are. its funny though and i can never figure out how they judge such stuff but i guess we got the FEEL yo (: hahah. then uhh we got you sheng jiang. and uhh got best actress. heh.

then went to apollo fac outing. temp 38.7 haha
then went there GG. then smsed people. got treated like some going-to-faint person by yingming then facheads did hilarious stuff. facprince and princesses did hilarious stuff. zhonghan = ggfied. poor soul ): sigh. and uhhh phang = funny. and iype sing song worh. then im not sure what happened. then went home. and was like super groggy and people kept staring on the bus back. either i look super tired/pale/with my make up on. but im sure i removed ALL of it rawr okay huangcheng makeup is imba. sunmorn: 38.7 slept 18hours ZOMG. then tried to do work.did a bit of work. then replied smses that were to check whether i was still alive or not. then slept somemore. oh saw the doctor too. temp still 38.7 monmorn: took mc. and apparently alot of people in sch sick too rawr temp 38.7 through the morning. then spam medicine. then temp went down in evening 366 but still felt feverish. slept more.

tuesmorn:
no fever. but felt gg. then took double dosage.then knockout hahaha. (oh previous days all double dosage WHOOPS) but okay la can catch up. haha apparently miles asked "where's weiling?" haha LOL so cute (:

almost died through morning assembly. saw inspire banner haha. uhhh stuffs happened.

wednesday:
PULAU TEKONG haha released at 11am to go to tekong BMTC. i feel super sad for the guys la. anw then we reached there and the first thing we watched was mr bean. WTH? haha it was hilarious. as in not just theshow, but the whole going to bmtc to watch mr bean. but no la it was just a filler. then uhh oh yes.the army has a hip song yo. hahahaha. kris and i almost laughed to death. and uhhh what else. oh yes our row like all 6 of us girl left for the toilet at the same time lol. and all the toilets were locked sheesh we had to like change venues 3 times before we got to an unlocked one. and then yina and adele went on about how it would win the cleanest toilet award thing.

and okay la the trip was quite interesting. got to shoot blah blah but more interesting were the bus rides.

bus trip there.
blasted songs. davin got bjorns speakers haha. then spammed songs and terence and davin and jinyao sang. = GG. hahaha (: kristin and i talked about the stuff we were supposed to talk about. LOL.

bus trip back.
KRISTIN PANGSEH. rawr. then junhong came to take her seat. then talked to junhong about his R stuff. he's quite good at it leh hahaha davin should learn. anw then uhhh spammed rubbish songs. and adele and yina and jiawen also joined in talkcockmakenoisetoannoythebusdrivertheteacherandeveryoneelse session. then adele was predicting like our future in 20 years. haha

davin will be the kind of daddy that says OKAY KIDS LETS ALL GO TO THE ZOO TODAY hahahahahahahahhaa.
with a japanese wife that cooks him food and serves him all day long, says jiawen. HAHA

junhong will be FAT. HAHAHAHAHA.
[junhong said WHUTTTTTTTTTT??????????]
but nahh i figure junhong will have a DAMN CHIO wife and theyll enjoy no kids for a long time first.
while davin will have 4 kids hoho.

and uhhh oh yah then junhong decided to retaliate.so he says...

YINA. WILL MARRY CHONG KEEN. hahaha.
CHONG YINA (:

then we planned class trip to malaysia. hahahah. no need pack anything. just wear sch u and as junhong says, go to the busstop outside sch and take "from sch all the way up!" hahaha. to go and buy pirated dvds. lol then can keep in the guys front pockets right then incase the police come we still can run properly. -.-

haha but yeah haha OUR CLASS DAMN COOL LA.LETS HAVE MSIA TRIP. (:


oh yea and the highlight of the day.
told davin to blast william hung
SHE BANGS SHE BANGS.
it was hilarious.

then i asked adele. EH ADELE GUESS WHO THIS IS.

adele: "davin is that you??"

HAHAHAHA OMG.

i love our bunch. seriously.






i just want to say IABH

but YDNM.

Taylor swift – I’d lie

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love
He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke, I fake a smile
But I know all his favorite songs

And I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him..
I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long

He sees everything in black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him..
I'd lie

He stands there, then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you

He'd never tell you, but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful
So I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle

Yes I could tell you
His favorite color's green
He loves to argue
Oh, and it kills me
His sister's beautiful
He has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him..
If you ask me if I love him..
I'd lie

zomg jiawei how come youre here. O.o anw JIA YOU DANIC.

anw haha idk why i have more time now.i think its no more late night pai lians HAHA.

and. BENJAMIN TAN YOU SUCK TO THE MAX LA you sick then pass to nicholas davin zhongning yingming me HAIYOH. sian
oh came home took temperature then SIAOOOO. haha ohwell. ): ): ):
everyones catching the flu bug. then it was freaking funny cause like during assembly. then before the iforgot i think it was the pledge but anw then there were like random coughs from all over. lol.

coughed like crazy today. i think im going to die. ):
davinwang still sick lol get well soon davinwang.
and terencetanweiting went home too. AIYAHS.

and and and ALFRED HAS PS I LOVE YOU IN HIS IPOD OMGOMGOMGOMG then junhong and i were attempting to watch it before GP started but then the sun too strong then reflection la then couldnt really see properly. and it was annoying watching with junhong anw. hornyass only after the jioing girls bit. then i watch 3min cry alr lol erps loser right. eh please la i read 5pages of the book and cry alr please. ): ): ):
and no gerald butler is not hot.

and today was a quite sian day. OHOHOHOH for the first time. adele kristin phangjunjie weiling hung out together for the longest time. haha i think it was cause phang asked me to go eat lunch. hmm. then adele and choojun wanted to go too. then chooj left halfway. HMS. then met kristin. then we started the whole discussion about like people in hp and senior classes and like "attachability" and current status etc etc LOL.
and phang has a crush on teh I.S. hahahaha. sorry phang he got crush alr la you go attack someone else. and i realized i knew quite a few peoples ahems even though i might not know them well. ERPS. ohwell.

oh yeah then we found this "INTEGRATED PROGRAMME" KINDERGARTEN textbook in class. wth so weird.

AND TMR APOLLO FAC OUTING. haha stupid fever go away. ):

haha freaking funny ive got daily reads now.